Right here waiting for you :)

 The Reserved Heart

An ice is form
But my poem is still unformed

My eyes are open
But my mind is wonder'n

I feel so cold
But there is no one to hold

My mouth is speechless
So as my heart --- loveless.

the paper has the pen
But would mine come, ---When?

It may be just beside
And it doesn't really hide.

Just like the weather, people's feelings may sudden change.

The weather

The weather's getting cold again
They say that love is everywhere
And happiness is in the air

And everyone knows how to care
Promises are all being swear
But so as the weather you feel

You know that not all is for real
That love can't always make the seal
To what you feel and what I feel

'Though there are words that shows he will
Hour and months are now in the past
So as we, didn't even last.

Throwback: Innocence

 A child appreciates the things that God gives us.

How does it feel to be a child again for the second time around? Does it feel the same?

Its good to reminisce things from the past, most especially those happy moments. Those time that you’re not yet thinking about big problems. There are no different kinds of responsibilities. It feels good to redo those time that’s full of joy and laughter. It really feels good to be a child. You’re not yet giving to much value on what happened in the past and what may happen in the future. What you prioritize and value is what is in the present time.

However, aiming high and dreaming for your goals in life is still there and remains there. Back then, simple things can make you happy and smile like a sweet candy, a pencil and piece of paper or even a single coin.

Childhood, this is the time that your not yet eager to achieve big things. These are the time where you are contented on what you have and what is enough. When ask if what do you want? ----- its a simple, happy and complete family.

This is  the time you are a typical gullible child but still its cute to look at. When you’re a child, you don’t think about meals for the whole day, payments for the bills, rent or how to wisely use the budget for the family. There are so many things you will miss once you pass this stage of your life. Its good to bring back the times when society looks at you as an innocent ---- as a weak citizen.

But life is not like that, its not the reality of life. Before, you dream of growing up fast but when you already reach that point, you will feel so regretful for asking it, for making things rush.

You will pass this world once, that’s why you have to enjoy each moment. Its not usual to have second chance in life.

In the eyes of a child, the world is a huge playground. Full of joy and there is no room for sadness nor loneliness and no space for envy and jealousy. A child who’s totally giving trust and love. A child that appreciates the things that God given us like the trees and the shade it can give, the rain and its rainbow, the sunrise and sunset.

It really feels good to be a child, those endless questions in every answer you receive. You give importance to words you know you can hold on to. You greatly value trust ---- in promises. But just like days, this stage of life will soon end and fade away. To the point that you need to do things not because you want to but because it is the right thing to do. It might be hard to grow old but it is definitely harder to grow up.

There are so many things that a child enjoy because of his innocence. No stress, work, love, money, sex, freedom and so many more. You’re not yet afraid to make mistakes ----- to accept opinions as well as their criticism. Its really good to be a child.

If we could have a chance to pull the time back ---- We could have value and enjoy the benefits of our innocence as a child. 

It’s ok to be with you while you’re still with her too.

To my dearest Arthur,

Just like the old times, you’re not here by my side. I know you’re also having hard time because of me. I can’t blame you. Its painful to keep remembering that I’m just an option, second choice, second best. Remember what I’m always telling you? I will always understand. I know this will all happen and in spite that you’ve already warned me, i choose to go on and be with you.

It’s like a knife that cuts my heart everytime I see you with her and everytime I do, I have no choice but to close my eyes to keep my heart from sudden pain. I already keep myself contented an the time you can give and not to demand on the same things she receives. I dont know where this could lead us. Despite of all your imperfections, I still wanted to be with you. If only I could steal you from her but I know it’s not right. Everything about us is not right.

It really hurts to love someone like you. I choose someone who can’t evn choose me but still it’s ok. I already accepted the fact that in your heart there’s already someone inside. I shallow my pride, my dignity. I took all of their concerns for granted. I don’t care to what other people may say about me. Slut, bitch, home-breaker, other woman, mistress, husband stealer ----- an adroit in adultery. In spite of all, I choose to believe that someday, maybe someday there will be a chance to make everything normal.

I’m not asking to too much, what I’m up to is just for as little love. I know I cant ever demand and even if im a lover in the shadow of a friend, that abducted your attention ----- a partner you can’t never reveal. I won’t complain if that the only way to still be with you and make everything back to normal between me and you. In reality, I’m the one who choose this fate, choose to play with the deadyly tempting fire. Knbowing that your in love with someone else, I still give my all even this is what I get ----- im the one who will always being left behind. I dont know where thses things could bring us, but whatever it is, im still willing to go on. I know it’s hard and wrong to stay in this type of relationship but it’s also hard to give it up.

Remember, the first time we met? That time, I never wanted to create commotion. All I want is to let you , fell that I always here for you ----- that I can live my life even in those stolen times.

You’re that only one inside my heart, even there are better people that you who could be proud in having me -- I still want you. Even if this is a wrong doing, an immoral thing in the eyes of God and society, it’s ok just to be with you while you’re still with her too.

And dont worry, even if they say I should leave you and let you go, its me who will decide ----- and  I deceide to stay. I know I can make it through as long as you’re here.

I love you, and I will always do ... you keep my heart and love so strong ... so stay and be strong.

Love,

Selene

Weather doesn't matter!!!

Have you experience being in your best outfit but being ruined by the rain? How suck is that right?! Well, there's no more need to put the blame on the weather. Practice to choose an outfit that suits the weather. Since the Philippines has only two seasons (summer and rainy days) it is easier to choose an attire that matches the weather outside!

Since, we are in the second quarter of the year where strong typhoons arrive. We are definitely in the rainy season. But is it an excuse to be left out in trend of fashion? Of course not! It’s actually a good chance to go out and show how fashionable and creative you are.

What clothes can be worn? You better check your closet if you have this common stuffs that in trend this season!

1. Sweaters

2. Long sleeves

3. Shirts (plains and prints, statement shirt will also do!)

4. Dress (those that are 1inch above and below your kneels)

5. Jacket and cardgans

6. Pants (jeans and leggings)

7. Short and skirt

8. Scarfs and bonets

9. Boots (it may be with heels or not)

Fashion never stops and no one can say that there is only one correct formula for style. Style is a very subjective thing. Everyone has different taste in fashion that is why nobody should question you. The above checklist is just some of the common timeless pieces that fashion stylist recommend.

There is no wrong thing in pairing and matching. It’s a good sign actually of good fashion sense. Don’t be afraid to mix and match your clothes for as long as you can carry them. Trends are just guidelines on what is in or out in a specific genre, it doesn't really mean you have to follow them. If you can create your own unique fashion, go ahead! It’s not a bad thing.

Nobody knows the next fashion revival would be.

This rainy season, you can mix and match one pair to another in order to make a new touch of style. Always remember that in anything you wear, it matches your current mood and disposition. Just always style yourself properly that would always complement to its color, style, and correct purpose. Match it also with the right accessories. Always enjoy dressing up. Find inspiration in styling yourself.

Just believe in yourself and do things to become. Enjoy the trend and have fun!

We accept the love we think we deserve.

Movie review: The perks of being a wallflower

Genre: Drama and Romance

The movie is about maturity issues that teens usually encounter like drugs, sex, alcohol usage and identity crisis.Basically, the perks means becoming more cheerful or interesting. A wallflower is something like a person who is unpopular and shy, lack of partner (dictionary.com)

The movie focuses on teenage life, on how they live and how they handle things on their own. The movie is able to bring out the reasons why some teens do things which is definitely inappropriate to their age.

The Perks is a type of movie that you will enjoy because can really relate to its theme. All issues being tackle in the movie are more on the highs and lows of growing up. It does not only take one side of teen age life. It also shows the things adults should understand about teens and teens should learn in order to grow as a better person. To know the great difference between growing up over growing old.

However, there is no really a very intense plot like other movies that also based from best selling and popular books like Harry Potter and Twight.

I'm very happy I'm able to watch this movie myself. The main character may not be a typical role model from some, but I still believe that what and how he shows himself is still ok. What really matters to me is how he teaches me to be true to myself.

And the most important moral I learn after watching this movie is --- what are the things in life that should be prioritize and what  really matters to you as a person.

Take the first step :)

Even when you don't have perfect and beautiful face, looking pretty and presentable is still achievable. You just need to choose the correct and perfect make up line that will suits your skin. But of course you should also need to know the correct application of the make up you choose to wear. Lets start with the base of on your face.

1. For the face

Put a foundation (can be liquid or compact) all over your face. In this way the skin will be re hydrate. At the same time, it also hide blemishes and even helps to cover up under eye circles. Be sure to use a foundation where it is weightless on your skin and goes smoothly. If you want to make your make up to last longer and remain flawless throughout the day, you can use a BB ( blemish balm) cream as base pre- foundation. You can also apply this even without make up just to moisture your skin and minimize oil. Just remember to apply foundation evenly. After putting foundation all over your face, you can now use a pressed powder to help your skin brighten. It also refreshes your dull skin because of the effect of BB cream/foundation. This will also help correct uneven skin tones on your face.

After finishing the base, put your eyebrows, eyes and lashes next in line.

2. For eyebrows

Choose a brown shader to maintain the fresh and teen type eyebrows. Your eyebrows can make a statement once you achieve the right shape and thickness. With this will help you stand out instantly.

For eyes

It depends on you how would you like your eyes to be. As far as the time is concern, you wear light eye shadows in day time and make it darker if your going out at night. Eyeliner can also be  wear neither day or night (of course in depends on the thickness) to help your eyes look alive and big. This can make a dramatic difference and can be a little tricky on your appearance.

For lashes

Make our lashes look longer and thicker by putting a maskara but be sure to curl it before applying maskara on it. CAUTION: Do not put over lapping coats of maskara and curl it time by time that my cause your lashes to be cut by curler.

Then, after your eyes turn to your cheeks now.

3.For cheeks

To achieve a Filipina-friendly look which appears to be natural, choose a type of blush on that will make you gorgeous. In applying, dust it over the apple of your cheeks. Use it to sculpt your cheeks for a slimmer looking face. Apply it over the areas where the sun hit our face particularly the nose bridge , cheeks, and forehead.

To put finishing touch on your make up, turn to your lips now.

4. For lips

Put a slam on your lips by starting to line it with a lip liner that matches the color of your lips. This helps to determine the lip lines so that applying lipstick would be easier. Remember that lipstick meets lines for greatest multi-tasking lip around. You may combine these two to look sheer and natural. Use a long lasting lipstick so that it would not take to much time applying from time to time. A good type of lipstick will make your lips luxurious and make you instantly glamorous!

Those are just simple tips to remember when applying make up. Always remember to assure yourself in choosing the right make up. Moreover, stay pretty and gorgeous by simply making yourself comfortable.

PS.

Never go to bed with your make up on. Be sure to wash your face with soap and water.

Now, with all of these you are now ready to receive lots of complements! Don't forget to be humble and true to yourself! Good luck!